Contributed by "S" in California
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Where do I begin. We were friends
for about 8 months. Started dating. I wasn't looking to be
involved but i ended up falling for him. He was sweet, charming,
intelligent, kind, sophisticated, kind, warm, honest (so i
thought), sincere (so i thought). He was everything that I always
looked for. And since we had developed a friendship first i
trusted him. When we first became involved romantically i totally
had my guard up and eventually i put my guard down because I
assumed he really cared about me. That's how he made me feel.
Well he ended up hurting me. Like they all do. Basically I
assumed i was the only one he was dating i mean what would u think
when a guys says stuff like " we always have plans" "that means
priority scheduling before everyone else" " I was just thinking
about you baby" " I always want to be with you, just because ur
challenging yourself and applying a bit of pressure to ur life
doesn't mean I'm turning away, i respect the decision your
making" " things are fine, but nothing beats having your lady
with you" or some shit like that... so who the fuck is ur
lady????? why????? how could i be sooo naive to fall for it???
How you a guy be totally into u one minute and be completely over
it the next??? do they have on/off switches??? the worst part is
that I think I'm in love with him. Im in love with him and he
doesn't want to have anything to do with me. I LOVE HIM! I LOVE
YOU! I feel so misled, I feel betrayed. I'm soo hurt. But I
cant stop caring for him...
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